Verse 16 My own private Idaho

Ive made a decision to visit Idaho for a few months. If luck is with me, the voyage will last a bit longer than before. No worries though, I plan on still ranting away verses for no one in particular. Mostly just an escape or vacation from this induced fake reality they have me stuck in. Hard to explain, but the insanity is missed. A person can only take the calming quiet for so long. Reality from a bottle cant be tolerated for ever with out a break.

Sorry for the coded numbers...but 4-8-15-16-23-42 does equal 180 and turning back sometimes is better than always moving forward. Time to return to what I know. This one is tired of being LOST without the others always around!

Verse 15 Insanity of Leviticus

The text of 18:22 has been translated as:

"Thou shalt not lie with mankind, as with womankind: it is abomination."
and another one...

"If a man lies with a male as he lies with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination. They shall surely be put to death. Their blood shall be upon them." (Leviticus 20:13

This is the single most used text to promote Homosexuality as a sin, a deviant lifestyle, and ammunition from the extreme Christian right to keep Gay and Lesbians from civil rights in the world. My rant on this subject is to give you a different perspective on this Verse in the Old Testament of the Bible.

Definition of Abomination
# a person who is loathsome or disgusting
# abhorrence: HATE coupled with disgust
# an action that is vicious or vile; an action that arouses disgust or abhorrence;

Leviticus is the first of two (Exodus)books reportedly written by Moses during the 40 year walk out of Egypt back to Israel. The time-line is about 1400-1460 BC when this occurred. So basically 3,400 years ago.

If your still with me read these other Verses from the same book and let them enter your brain.

"For everyone who curses his father or his mother shall surely be put to death. He has cursed his father or his mother. His blood shall be upon him." (Leviticus 20:9)

"Your male and female slaves are to come from the nations around you; from them you may buy slaves. You may also buy some of the temporary residents living among you and members of their clans born in your country, and they will become your property." (Leviticus 25:44-45)

"Do not cut the hair at the sides of your head or clip off the edges of your beard." (Leviticus 19:27)

"...and the swine, though it divides the hoof, having cloven hooves, yet does not chew the cud, is unclean to you." (Leviticus 11:7)

Heres my favorite...

"But all in the seas or in the rivers that do not have fins and scales, all that move in the water or any living thing which is in the water, they are an abomination to you." (Leviticus 11:10)

"They (shellfish) shall be an abomination to you; you shall not eat their flesh, but you shall regard their carcasses as an abomination." (Leviticus 11:11)

"Whatever in the water does not have fins or scales; that shall be an abomination to you." (Leviticus 11:12)

So in conclusion why is this crazy, yes I will say it, crazy as shit book that tells us being gay,eating Pork,seeing a women s flow,eating shell fish, and how to have slaves is so widely used to denigrate gays is just plain nuts. One has to cherry pick what one believes in this book. Our own prejudices allows us to use what we like and what we dont like. My main opinion is that if gays have been reportedly around for over 3,400 years then its not an abomination, its a normal occurrence in humanity and should be treated as such.

Just one more thing, Why when God was telling Moses all this, didn't he tell him the Earth was round and the Sun didnt revolve around us?

Verse 14 Love Thy self

"One tries in vein to find God or obtain faith in an almighty Yahweh. Yearning to feel unconditional love from him is fruitless, unless one is deemed worthy to do the same for thy self first."
Hogan

Verse 13 H9LL Anniversary

9-11-09 8th Year Anniversary


"Those who cannot learn from history are doomed to repeat it."
George Santayana



"The charm of history and its enigmatic lesson consist in the fact that, from age to age, nothing changes and yet everything is completely different."
Aldous Huxley

Verse 12 Dream 3 Times

True Story...One night not long ago, I woke up in the middle of the night to go to the loo and piss. Sorry... no good way of saying that. Anyways, after finishing I returned to my bedroom to jump back in bed since it was still dark outside. Upon arriving to my bed I saw myself still in the bed sleeping. First confused and astonished as to what was going on. I concluded I was dreaming and still asleep, and then proceeded to lay down back inside my body, just like in the movies and go back to sleep. What seemed like an instant I woke up and it was daylight.
That being weird enough, the next night the same dream occurred and ended exactly as the first.

The third night it happened again but with two little twists. The first was when I got up to go piss I knew this was a dream and what my scrip was suppose to be. The second deviation was a bit more disturbing. Upon yet again arriving back to my bed,Startled by what my eyes were seeing, I made a hastily full stop. There was a dark shadow in the shape of a man standing between me and my sleeping body. As if the shadow was speaking, but only in my head, I heard "Not this time, you cant go back"! I instantly woke up very disturbed. I slept on the couch the next few nights.

Verse 11 Happiness 09-09-09

“Happiness is the meaning and the purpose of life, the whole aim and end of human existence”

Aristotle

Verse 10 Serenity

Listen, Oh heavens, and I will speak, hear, Oh earth, the words of my mouth. Let my teaching fall like rain and my words descend like dew, like showers on new grass, like abundant rain on tender plants.
Deut. 32:1-2.

Verse 9 Two 4 Tea

If you have been keeping up with the news then you will already know the "Teabaggers" are out AGAIN crossing the country having tea-bagging party's from California to Washington D.C. Now dont get me wrong, I'm all for THEM people with their alternative lifestyles and such because we live in America the land of the free and if they feel like having these party's then I say more POWER to them.The only thing I dont understand is why this new craze only seems to be a WHITE persons thing. Why aren't the Latino's,Asians, and them African Americans join in on the festivities? I mean... I'm sure they are welcome to join the CLAN or group of local teabaggers. Maybe they just haven't seen the parties on the news just yet. I bet when these groups get more organized they will start getting matching outfits, uniforms or maybe even marching ROBES with nifty HATS and have parades. UmmmKayyyy

Verse 8 Lie,but truth

You may not realize this when talking with people that they have a tell when they are lying or telling you the truth that they are not aware of. It goes something like this." I really like the way your dressed, but how about this shirt?" or here is another example... " I don't think Phil is an alcoholic, but he does drink everyday." The lie or non truth of how a person thinks they believe comes before the "but" and the truth of how they really feel always comes after.

Most of the time the person is telling you what they think you want to hear and then comes the "but" and they tell you how they really feel.

Try to listen for it in your conversations with people and see if you can spot it. You may be doing it yourself without ever knowing it, but then again I never do. :)

Verse 7 Douching Daily

Dear Mr. Beck, Please decease and desist on all insane activities that are making you millions of dollars by scaring Americans into believing that load of shit you vomit on your Faux News cable and radio show. The American people aren't as dumb as you think they are. This is also to warn you your 15 minutes is up you racist Douche bag. And one other thing, we that are legally crazy are fed up with your poor imitation of us. I can only say I hope your sponsors continue to drop your butt in droves. I finally leave you with these quotes hoping you will learn something.

"Better to remain silent and be thought a fool than to speak out and remove all doubt."-- Abraham Lincoln

"It is better to keep your mouth closed and let people think you are a fool than to open it and remove all doubt."-- Mark Twain

"Even a fool, when he holdeth his peace, is counted wise: and he that shutteth his lips is esteemed a man of understanding."-- Bible, 'Proverbs' 17:28.

Verse 6 Waterboard his Ass

Please tell me why Uncle Dick is on my TV bitching,skulking, and guttering up my programing with his old mug? Defending his archaic reasoning for his sins against humanity.Lying that man is of how he led us into war,into a fiscal black hole, spiraling around us with a roar of ten thousand locomotives. Loco this man is. Go away sir Dick in obscurity. Go away in shame, but most of all just GO AWAY!

Verse 5 Liberty or Security

Poor George...I'm sure it wasn't his fault he was a C average student. Maybe he should of boned up on his history and our founding fathers ideas on the subject of power,security, and freedom. He could of learned something from people like Benjamin Franklin and Thomas Jefferson. I'm sure Uncle Dick had his hand in it somewhere. I wonder if the White House had Google Search then?
"They who can give up essential liberty to obtain a little temporary safety, deserve neither liberty nor safety." Benjamin Franklin
"Those who desire to give up freedom in order to gain security will not have, nor do they deserve, either one." Thomas Jefferson
Is it just me, or does calling something "The Patriot Act" that takes liberty's and constitutional rights away from its citizens in disguise as security a bit odd? Since when was it Patriotic to have less rights?
signed PARANOID schizophrenic

Verse 4 God over Equality

In 1892 Francis Bellamy, a baptist minister who was also a liberal christian socialist wrote a pledge we almost all know today. I say (almost) because the original version, without permission and much ignored protest from the author, was changed three times.The original version goes like this."I pledge allegiance to my Flag and the Republic for which it stands, one nation, indivisible, with liberty,justice and equality for all.' Equality was the first to go, women and non whites did not have this. In 1924,the American Legion changed it to "the Flag" from "My Flag". In 1954 Congress added "under God", again without the authors permission or consent of his family. Today there's debate about restoring it to its original pledge, but the Conservative christian movement wants to keep it the way it is. I think they would be shocked the version they know isn't the original and the man who wrote it was a socialist. I wont even touch the Big Govt. over reaching arms taking a mans property from him. Thats a whole other Verse.

Verse 3 Capital prior to Labor

"Labor is prior to, and independent of, capital. Capital is only the fruit of labor, and could never have existed if labor had not first existed. Labor is the superior of capital, and deserves much the higher consideration." Lincoln's First Annual Message to Congress, December 3, 1861.

Seems like a fitting quote these days. 148 years later and Congress still doesn't understand this.

Verse 2 Kepela Exists

Kepala is a fictional word meaning standing on opposite sides of the river. A word that I identify with as the river represents a flow of pharmaceuticals separating me from the insanity that lies within. Only temporarily does it divide me from my fate.I see it staring back from the shore waiting...patiently waiting.

Verse 1 Mean Dead People

I went on an Investigation last year to a very old bar in Kentucky with two different Paranormal groups. I had done all the research and even though the place was first a slaughter house and connected to a lady who was beheaded there, then turned into a multiple rough taverns that seen many of its share of murders and mafia activity, I thought very little about going. Usually I try to protect myself and forgo such places that could be considered dangerous to stir up. To be honest I thought most of it to be hype and sense the business that is currently there is making money off it being "Haunted" I went anyways.

To this day it is one of the worse decisions I had ever made. Being that I thought the place was a hoax I even was so bold to bring a prayer book and proceeded to agitate an area that was reported to be active. For more than an hour I taunted any would be spirits or the damned to make their presence known. To my dismay they did more than that. They very clearly and forcefully let me know who was running the show. One man who was a policeman had a rope that was hanging from the ceiling wrap around his leg and a chair he was sitting in. In another room, the vary one I was taunting them with prayers we got several very clear Audio recordings and in the same room our camera man was picked up and slammed to the ground. This person is 6'4" and weighs every bit of around 250 lbs.This too was caught on video as he was recording at the time. The very instant this happened I saw three hooded black figures moving towards him. Their were 7 of us in the room at the time.

It took a good 6 months for me to shake the effect from being there and I had problems in my own home of seeing a shadow man in my hallway at various times for almost a year afterwords. A friend came over to visit and seen it with his own eyes and I had never told him about it. He hasnt been back since. I had my church finally help me get rid of what ever followed me back home from that evil shit of a place.